A demon instead of Glendower. Gansey dying, actually dying. Cabeswater sacrificing itself.
It's too much. Still. It's a goddamn story Ronan will never live through on his own, will only ever hear about from Gansey or Noah or fucking Henry Cheng. And it's not that he doesn't believe it -- Ronan himself is an impossibility, a monster and a miracle rolled into bone and made flesh -- but he doesn't know it. And he never will.
But this is Gansey. He's sure of that much. Maybe not the same Gansey as the one who held Ronan together back home, nor the one that held him together here the first time, but he is Gansey. A Gansey re-formed.
The realization, the acceptance, rolls over him like a tidal wave, strong enough to make him sway forward, his eyes locked on Gansey's when he says, "If you disappear again, I swear to God, I will hunt you down and kill you again myself. You fucking hear me?"
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It's too much. Still. It's a goddamn story Ronan will never live through on his own, will only ever hear about from Gansey or Noah or fucking Henry Cheng. And it's not that he doesn't believe it -- Ronan himself is an impossibility, a monster and a miracle rolled into bone and made flesh -- but he doesn't know it. And he never will.
But this is Gansey. He's sure of that much. Maybe not the same Gansey as the one who held Ronan together back home, nor the one that held him together here the first time, but he is Gansey. A Gansey re-formed.
The realization, the acceptance, rolls over him like a tidal wave, strong enough to make him sway forward, his eyes locked on Gansey's when he says, "If you disappear again, I swear to God, I will hunt you down and kill you again myself. You fucking hear me?"